#JAR OF HEARTS HOW TO#

I woke up the next morning feeling better than I had all year. We finally ended all forms of communication in January, when we had the biggest and worse fight ever. When he was in town though, he'd try to get in touch with me through my friends. He left for the Air Force, and I barely heard from him for months. He kept trying to talk to me or text me or invite me to hang out and we continued fighting about our tumultuous and poisonous relationship. Turns out, he was cheating on me constantly, and we eventually broke up, but he wouldn't let me go. I knew he had a bad reputation, but I was so blinded by what I thought to be the good in him that I didn't even notice all the bad signs while we were dating. We fought all the time, and I believed it meant we cared about each other. He took everything from me, my virginity, my confidence, my individuality, and my passion. I gave him everything I had to offer, only to be laughed at and mocked in return. I felt like I was nothing without him and his 'love'.

While I dated this boy, he made me feel insecure and desperate, he raped me emotionally, mentally, and physically. I had a very violent and passionate relationship with a boy that consumed my life for a few years.

General CommentThis song really resonated with me the very first time I heard it. I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

#JAR OF HEARTS HOW TO#

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes I know I can't take one more step towards youДon't you know I'm not your ghost anymoreДear, it took so long just to feel alright

Jar of hearts